No...I don't want you back in my life...
But I want to take that holiday we never planned together...
I want to gush over the Valentine's day gifts we never got to buy for each other...
I want to experience that almost physical pain I felt when I didn't see you for more than a day...
I want to... just once... smile myself silly when I get hiccups...
I want to walk the empty night streets knowing that you feel the same way about me as I do about you.
I want to kiss you under the rainy sky ... once...
I want to be sick the next day... and have you by my side ...
No... I don't want you back in my life...
I want to go back in time and spend some more time with you...
Back when you and I were 'us' !!!
